Wednesday, October 17, 2007
9:58 AM
Finally today is the fifth day of the New Chapter!
My love toward dear is increasing day by day! Good sign!
She simply occupy my heart and my mind! Every brain cell of mine printed her image!
Missing her everyday!
She simply too important in my life! She is my everything!
Thanks for all blessing and reminder of taking good care of shan.
Admit that im quite stun and sort of stress at first, think dear sense it and keeps encouraging me..
Anyway im doing fine, still coping of it. Im so useless! Argh! Sorry dear! I just need some time to adapt..Must have faith in me!
Was chatting with dear in msn last night, realised we didnt have a picture taken ever since we started. Haha, More photo will be coming soon! Lols. Im so afraid i will distract her, she is having her exam soon! Must cut down all outings and no late night for her then. Really cant bring myself to distract her, her studies simply too important. In order not to add on her burden, i will keep all in my heart. Accompany her to school or back home if possible.. Supposed to be a long journey but time just pass too fast.. But i treasures every moment with her!
Yesterday i woke up at 6 plus in the morning, i seldom wake up so early but thinking of having breakfast with her ,motivated me. While waiting bus, i went to 7-11 and i picked chocolate! ( Kinder bueno!) Dear got habit of skipping her breakfast and just have her 2 in 1 (Breakfast Plus Lunch) so chocolate able to provide energy and distress her. Met her at the void deck, we proceed to the Mac for our breakfast! We didnt eat much then but its a wonderful meal for us..
After that she tried to chase me away, cause maybe she sense im so tired or she caught me yawning. Anyway she failed to do so. In the bus, she rest her head on my shoulder. First time saw dear sleeping, Ehem* Lols! But good moments dun last long! Or time pass too fast? =(
After sent her to her campus, i went back. But i back to her campus at night! Accompanied her back home. While waiting she came out with a friend,Ange? Should be that then. I was stun and think she knows about that cause she told me "Dun stun!" Lols. She is the first dear's friend i saw since we started.. On the way back, we didnt talk much and seem like hugging is the way we communicate with each other.
Dear! I miss ya! But you gonna focus in your studies!
No more late night chatting till your exam period over!
Lastly I Love You Dear! =)
Sincere Smile =) Loves*
